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Poem of the Week: Dorothea Lasky

Poem of the Week: Dorothea Lasky

by Zachary Pace on December 23, 2011

Who to Tell

Who to tell no one cares when no one cares
No one takes the time to care for a monster

I care for monsters
But only because I am one

I go in the dark house
With the ghosts
And the ghosts take my coat off
The junkies

The other man sits slumped in the chair
Is he dead yet?
I do not know

I know that no one cares about anything
I do know that the dressing room
Is drab and grey

And my pink patterned dress
Looks ridiculous against something so truthful

Wildness is not sadness
The wilderness is not sad
It is naked

I am not
If only because
Decomposition is
Not nudity

Who to tell this?
Who do I tell when no one cares

I did not expect them to
I did not expect them to care
I am not mad

I’m not mad any longer
People eat tomatoes
People eat bread

I am a monster
I eat life

But only because I am losing mine
Into a horrible void
That for you is only an idea

I once felt better about things
I once felt better about things
When the blankness was just an idea
Like the way you still think of it

Still I don’t think love is an idea
I don’t think compassion is an idea
I don’t think babies are born out of loneliness
I don’t think the sea is cold

I only think it is cool
Cool cool sea
Blue-green mystery
Mysterious fish

If only I had been born
A fish
Instead of a monster

If only the water were my only home
I would swim so quietly
I would not say hello to you
I would no longer be sad

I would still be me though
And I would not let you catch me
For your dinner

And when you wanted to eat me for your dinner
I would disappear

Dorothea Lasky is the author of AWE, Black Life, and the forthcoming Thunderbird, all from Wave Books. She is also the author of several chapbooks, including Poetry is Not a Project (Ugly Duckling Presse, 2010). She currently lives in NYC and can be found online here.

PHOTO CREDIT: Lawrence Schwartzwald

{ 2 comments… read them below or add one }

Bob Vacin via Facebook December 23, 2011 at 11:00 am

gray and pink sometimes work….

Helicon January 17, 2012 at 7:05 am

“And when
you wanted to eat me for your dinner”

Oh I could
eat you, starting here

Between convex
toes, salty arches

Licked wetted
by night’s attack

Throat sipping,
devil backed


filled, nothing spilled

Crumbling- flavoured-

Girl, in sweet,
tongue tied spin

Honey spied,

Roasted, moaning,


Upon my
plate, parted, lingering

fingering, holding, reddened

Claw bled,
pulled apart firm-on-soft

Biting words
that come out

Part formed,
feasted letters


Of a meal of

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